[Matteo] Excuse for My Fandom

[AKA GARENA]

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Our lines of sight intersect within this closed world, HIDING MY BURNT HEART, I APPROACH YOU

”Aka, don't do anything ridiculous today. I am watching you.”

Red hair with fiery yet bloody red eyes scanned the background of the Otome Street – a place where this usual crossdressing brunette would go whenever she is out of Dolce Cafe. Either way, she intended to stay, since she had been liking the place ever since they moved out from Italy to Japan. Her parents and her cousins were too strict she thought that she was just shackled in pieces, or imaginary chains to be exact. She wanted to protest how much she's been shoved off to pressure (and their hidden secrets, specifically that she's going to inherit a 'position' running on their family) instead of her elder brother minding about these things. Recalling the earlier discussion about not being ridiculous herself, she thought of many things such as 'how the heck' was she being ridiculous. Yes, it was adding to her pressure meter as well.

Wearing a red semi-jumper suit and white sleeves with a matching hat, Aka genuinely shoved a lollipop on her mouth while shooing away her so-called guards in her most royal manners. She rolled her eyes seeing the car being parked on one side while two of those men with her are keeping their close eyes. She hated it – she hated that someone has to watch over her like a baby, making her run more rebellious again. Tch, my parents are overreacting again and I am sick of it. For some reason, her immaturity was quite false, probably one of those struggles she would like to confirm with her family who didn't really mind much about her but more of the business. She was still thankful that they even allowed her to study and work on a cafe as a waitress (though she insisted on being a butler) to earn her own keep and become a productive woman. Hallelujah it was, and one of those self excuses was because she wanted to get near the Street she termed as 'heaven' for many times in a row.

Oh, because of her half mysterious personality and background, only a limit of people knew what she was like, and it so happens that the dear brunette with said omen eyes and hair is a certified otaku. Her brother reminded her not to wander again alone at the Street since he has a sister complex reasoned that he cannot come with her all the time, and that she should behave. She shrugged the thought and did it her way, stack cash on her wallets and shoved the money on her pockets. Even if she's a crossdresser, and a male acting person, she is still a girl no matter what they say.

”I'm fine here, leave me, will you?”

[/b] she gave a sick look towards the males in black suits while giving her best death glare which works sometimes, and scares them. However, they were heavily reminded that she won't be left unattended, forcing herself to do something mischievous and hide on other sides. Supposedly she should be handling their own business with the family matters but then she took her interests over first, reasoning that she needed a break. I needed a break, from you guys. Sometimes she wished to be alone – but others say she just wanted it to show that way because she's been hiding her interests with 2d characters.

It might sound lame, but she would kill someone if they insult her fandoms. Anyhow, she ran away from the two 'bodyguards' and let herself slide to excuse, passing by other otakus who are shopping and browsing around the area. She heaves a small sigh, wiping her cheeks a little while smirking with a sly success, watching the two bodyguards run on another direction. ”I'm sorry.”[/b] she said to herself but then it was for those who were guarding her. She's been too stubborn enough, which wasn't good.

Aka breathed inward, knowing that this is her time. She blinks her eyes bumping on one side a glass of figurines and game packs. “Oh dear, this is the one I have been waiting for!” she said in a small squee, holding herself while she stares at the glass again. She did have a collection of those things and would place in latest matters but the brunette was practically shy of letting her parents or someone else close to her know of it. Aka can be selfish sometimes. For the meantime, while staring at the figurines, she thought if they could be real. “I wonder what happens when you're real people... will you be much better than the rest?”[/b] She questioned lightly, frowning because she thinks it was highly impossible (amd slightly crazy).[/blockquote][/size]
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I now set up a trap to capture your captivated heart
AND THEN I CAPTURE YOU.

WORDS 790 TAG open MUSIC n/a
NOTES finally my first -yet random- post 8U
TEMPLATE gannello

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[MATTEO TAKAI]

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The cafe, well he could have gone there. He didn't know what to say really. It wasn't like any of this would matter or make any sense. A place like this was just not his comfort zone . Only for a few reasons would he actually bother to put up with places like this. Nero being one, then there was that girl he had talked to and well his brother. Other then that there was and would never be anything else. Blinking at the girl he could see someone else with her though who was he. Or whatever that person really was. "Oh really she has bodyguards hm.." Matteo only smirked shaking his head as he watched the scene it seemed she was trying to ditch them.

Keeping up with this wouldn't be that hard as far as he was concerned. Though how long would she be able to avoid them before they caught up with her? "You are into this stuff?" He spoke up from behind the girl only giving her a questioning look. Maybe she could at least help him a little bit with Nero and finding something for him. "I somehow don't think that would change much of anything maybe if you looked for better people hm?" The voice questioned himself more then her.

Why was he even wasting time to talk.[/style][STYLE=width: 436px; background-color: #a7a7a7; margin-top: 3px; font-family: Cordia New; font-size: 6px; text-transform: uppercase; text-align: center; letter-spacing: 3px; color: #ffffff]MADE BY KEROHOLIC BASED ON CRAYOLA'S TUT OF BTN![/style]

[AKA GARENA]

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Our lines of sight intersect within this closed world, HIDING MY BURNT HEART, I APPROACH YOU

Slipping through a bit, the brunette went to see more of the games. She was feeling so unconscious with her background and even asked to herself. It would be crazier if she asked to buy the whole street like a mean person she would be, but no. She thought that she would be laughed at when they knew of her fetish and the like. It would be funny for a girl or a brunette who acts like a boy to have secret fetishes over male bishounen and pretty bishoujo. She thinks that people like them wouldn’t really understand what it means to be an otaku, and even deciding for a fiancé by the father wasn’t really helping.

Aka grunted lower now reaching for another game until someone spoke. She almost flinched deeper to that while having slight wide eyes. ”…!”

[/b] The brunette looked at the male with raven hair and the eyes. She quite noticed this figure who was looking at her and noticed again that she has known of this figure. She almost had her heart skipped to drop in a latter exaggerated way, but didn’t even looked pretty hectic towards him. She just sighed lower and had a fidgety smile over. “…Matty, what are you doing here? And… you heard what I said?”[/b]

Realizing that a bit made her blush really red, the same like her hair color and her red eyes. She blushed little again with a short while, and then silent with the small face also. Shoot, did he just hear about… She wanted to run away with shame, because her face says that so much. The brunette blinked her eyes and then looked away again, slightly. God, then… ugh… Her eyes squinted again feeling distracted and all, since even this guy knew of that.

“…..”[/b] She was silent again but mustered up the courage to make things understandable, as she shakes her head. “Uhm! It’s not what you think it is, I mean… I am just here because I wanted to have fun and and… but… uh…”[/b] Her face fumed again with much embarrassment while she suddenly yelps. |Please don’t tell anybody that I love this place!”[/b] Great, she said it, and what was lacking is that her shaking the poor guy out.

Regards to what the two have been on to, and the response of the male, she made it clear already and forwarded to explaining, calming her nerves down. Fearing that someone else might know of her certain weakness, she cannot comprehend with it longer. Pointing her fingers with each other helps too. “Good looking guys don’t really exist much in our world, and you know… I have to be honest that it’s hard to be with people specifically if you’re set up to it.”[/b] She was giving the fiancé chosen for her as an example, but didn’t really mouth that out. She kept distant to the topic.

“Anyway, what is a guy like you doing here? I never thought you love otome games…”[/b] She was curious too.[/blockquote][/size]
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I now set up a trap to capture your captivated heart
AND THEN I CAPTURE YOU.

WORDS 510 TAG matty MUSIC n/a
NOTES-w- ohohoho~
TEMPLATE gannello

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[MATTEO TAKAI]

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Which for the most part it probably didn't and he would rather not think about that. He hadn't moved from his spot only glancing at her. After all he had seen Matteo had questions about Aka. Not that the other would respond to them anyway but it was a thought. The look on her face maybe it should have worried but really it didn't . The student had other thoughts on his mind. Things he would rather not really speak about at all.

No one needed to know anything about that anyway right. It would only make things complicated if they did. Being raised around people like that the male would already know this. Though for now it probably didn't actually matter and they should just work with it. "Of course I heard what you said. It's not like I wouldn't with how loud you can talk." It wasn't really him being rude he was just saying something. The fact that he was hearing her talk. Did it worry her that he had heard?

Well who knew but only time could truly tell about any of that right about now. Not that Matteo wanted to stress on such things anyway. "It's not what I think it is? What do you think I thought it was. Like I would really." Why would he tell anyone when he barely talked to people. Only Nero or maybe Yuu but then he wouldn't tell them either. No point to doing that it would probably only upset her. While he loved to annoy people sometimes or keep them away.

Upsetting them was truly not part of the plan.[/style][STYLE=width: 436px; background-color: #a7a7a7; margin-top: 3px; font-family: Cordia New; font-size: 6px; text-transform: uppercase; text-align: center; letter-spacing: 3px; color: #ffffff]MADE BY KEROHOLIC BASED ON CRAYOLA'S TUT OF BTN![/style]

[AKA GARENA]

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Our lines of sight intersect within this closed world, HIDING MY BURNT HEART, I APPROACH YOU

I was loud. Good going, Aka. Now what do you do if he exposes this, specifically to your fiancé and your cousins?!

“Oh.”

[/b] She responded in a false tone, already fidgety thinking of the possibilities. Aka Garena who was even manlier than the other ones of their whole family tree loves otome games which consist of nicely drawn guys and girls rather than real life people. This is a stupid thought, which is highly impossible for her who can even blend and become a trap too. She didn’t really like this… for someone to know about her hidden fetish and for making her utterly red without noticing that she is indeed turning red. She kept the feeling to herself for now, since it was Matteo. She hadn’t known him that much except when he is with Nero that time on the playground, but come to think of it, she did called him a ‘friend’. The girl was pretty innocent and dumbfounded most of the time around normal people, but on darker sides, let’s just give says that she’s a pretty good player.

It is not now though, since she wasn’t really expecting this. After getting rid of her bodyguards who are obviously exposing like 25% of her status carried off, she was seemingly a wallflower at Otome Street. However, right now, she is with her considered friend and he did mention that he heard everything. So much for my fantasy I suppose… The brunette gave a heavy sigh while shoving off her hat and then mooing little with a stubborn mumble.

Actually, she was just worried. Even this puny thing would be a weakness for Aka… just thinking of her family knowing about this will make her embarrassed even without an exaggerated approach. It wasn’t expected of her to think like that, and her fandom has reached way than how she can react with other people… probably the reason why she trusts little people too. She even trusts her computers more than the others who would try to make friends with her; it’s because she’s an ‘omen’ and that stuck right deep pain within her heart. If she was to be rejected again, well only God knows what she might react sooner.

Back to the situation, the brunette blinked her eyes. ”Hm, I think so. My bad… Boys are usually like that.”[/b] She shrugged little also while blushing with a smile, not because she’s embarrassed but because she thought of prototype people who are males who love to dote on female dating games. She felt a little bad with that but tad curious anyway, as if Matteo would have a reason to stay here. “Maybe I get it: you’re probably helping Nero pick a dating game, aren’t you? I think that’s correct?”[/b] She added with a delightful approach.

Well truth is, she’s just hiding the fact that she’s too embarrassed even if it was too exposed. She had two games on her hand which she slides aside so it wouldn’t be much obvious too. Oh yes, she’s buying those new games anyway but that’s when Matteo leaves, or maybe when she gives in…[/blockquote][/size]
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I now set up a trap to capture your captivated heart
AND THEN I CAPTURE YOU.

WORDS 525 TAG matty MUSIC n/a
NOTES ohrly matty XD
TEMPLATE gannello

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[MATTEO TAKAI]

[STYLE=width: 416px; background-color: #DADADA; border: 5px solid #a7a7a7; padding: 5px;] [/style][STYLE=width: 436px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 35px; text-transform: uppercase; text-align: center; margin-top: -9px; letter-spacing: -4px; color: #a7a7a7]IF I COULD FALL INTO THE SKY[/style][STYLE=width: 436px; background-color: #a7a7a7; margin-top: -25px; font-family: Cordia New; font-size: 8px; text-transform: uppercase; text-align: center; letter-spacing: 4px; color: #ffffff]DO YOU THINK TIME WOULD PASS US BY?[/style][STYLE=width: 416px; background-color: #DADADA; border: 5px solid #a7a7a7; padding: 5px; font-family: arial; font-size: 11px; color: #555555; text-align: justify; margin-top: 5px; height: 200px; overflow: auto;]The male's eyes only glanced over her questioning what she was so worried about. Truthfully he didn't care much about it as much. If she was here well then the red head had her own reasons. Those were not Matteo's business to learn unless she told him. Other then that he wouldn't even say anything about it. He had made that mistake before of asking someone and got a sob story last time he ever did that. Now with Nero maybe it had been different but he also had never asked the other. Really he didn't want anyone to know he was here either but Matteo would put up with it.

Where others like this Aka friend of his wanted it to be kept secret. For what reason it wasn't exactly his place to ask so of course he wouldn't. The boy only glanced at her with a confused look why was she red like that? More so why did it seem to be because of where they were. 'This place isn't just strange for me hm?' Already Matteo knew for her it was another reason. She did not share the same reasons of wanting to remain invisible. For the most part the two of them probably never would. Fixing his hair again to put the bangs back over his eyes. At least he could still see then but it was something he was used to.

Knowing he shouldn't push it Matteo kept secrets of his own, sometimes so many he didn't even know what to think. Was he even supposed to? "Well I suppose so. Though you aren't really allowed here are you?" He stepped closer to her just observing. If anyone questioned well they wouldn't because Matteo was quite close to her. If anything it would give the image they were here together now. As if he cared Nero wasn't technically his lover right.

Even more so no one knew that he was anyway. A small sigh escaped his lips as he glanced around. He had only come here because of Nero nothing else. Why he didn't even know. The male seemed to be more into something else then these kind of things. "Um yea sure something like that..." Maybe Aka just wouldn't pry that would really make things easier. Not like he could actually get away from that though.

It never actually worked out that way . Matteo had always tried to escape things it just hardly worked. Unless it wasn't his brother or Nero around. "I can work with that...he's been following me around since we were kids...and I still don't really." Just silence and he didn't speak anymore mostly because it was probably better off just not to.

That could make sense right? Though how would Aka or Nero take the things he might be thinking of. Not that they were going to find out.[/style][STYLE=width: 436px; background-color: #a7a7a7; margin-top: 3px; font-family: Cordia New; font-size: 6px; text-transform: uppercase; text-align: center; letter-spacing: 3px; color: #ffffff]MADE BY KEROHOLIC BASED ON CRAYOLA'S TUT OF BTN![/style]

[AKA GARENA]

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Our lines of sight intersect within this closed world, HIDING MY BURNT HEART, I APPROACH YOU

The brunette looked at him with such a curious thought. Covering up with her fetish and the like is pretty high, since like all the stated reasons earlier were told the same. She only wanted to be a good person inside and out, and of course, mask what she really is. If someone would know what she really is, she'd be just terrified. She may or may not be an 'omen' but she gives no care about that, only to those important things that she has to do. She wasn't even that much busy now that she had a life on her own. The Garena family just seemed to have their own system all she can do was comply to it dearly and bitterly. For the safe of publicity, let's just say that she didn't really like her life and is trying to have herself her own 'life'.

Aka smiled fidget again with the questioning of the male. Not allowed, huh? She knows clearly of what to respond to him. “Yeah, you can say that.”

[/b] She doubts though – usually a man will tell her that she's allowed to go and fandom all stuff in this place, specifically because there are games designed for the others just like her. The brunette smiled again and then sighed lower, knowing that she can be really clumsy on all sorts of things after all. ”Hm, well maybe you can say it that way because … I shouldn't be here to begin with.”[/b] She didn't even know that she's speaking things in a little manner, her face returning to the normal state while she gives little thought to it. She was being part unconscious, one can say that clearly.

So much for that, she settled her own business which involves having a conversation with the other one around her. She considered Matteo as a friend that she cannot read on to, because she hasn't been in touch with him much, and she might have to trigger a bit of the questions. The brunette gave another look at him, but he was too close, her cheeks started to fire up red again, like reacting to a psychological effect. Any male or female getting near her makes her face turn red even if she hasn't been touched – one thing that she's so embarrassed with. She didn't know why she was like that too; she only knows that this is definitely a bad 'curse'.

Being a bit sensitive, she leaned back a little and then responded quietly. “W-Wow... that must be it then.”[/b] Her first response was out of the blue, feeling bit sheepish and uncomfortable but swung the eerie tingling away and then gave another one of her responses. “Hmm, I think because you two were too close, or maybe because Nero treasures you a lot. You must be really lucky, Matty. I envy you.”[/b] She composed the sentence with her feelings for awhile, a bit sober but she didn't mind that, because her smile was killing the sad tone. She knows that she's going to be stranger if she continues to act like one, or more like show her true definite feelings after all.

“What does he like anyway?”[/b] She went back with the topic again.[/blockquote][/size]
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AND THEN I CAPTURE YOU.

WORDS 546 TAG matty MUSIC n/a
NOTES adorable <3 <3
TEMPLATE gannello

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[MATTEO TAKAI]

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Distracting himself with his thoughts once again was not how he wanted this conversation to go. Or he wouldn't have approached Aka at all. "I suppose so..but why does it matter? You are with me if anything happens...I guess just blame me or say it's mine." Why would he take the blame for another Matteo really hadn't even thought till the words passed his lips. It wasn't like he could take them back now. Clearly Nero was rubbing off on him and not in a good way. Not to the black haired male who was always mostly antisocial and avoided getting too close.

It really seemed to be way too late for that now. Aka was not Nero. So she didn't annoy him to the point of where he would love to knock her out. Not that he could do that to a girl, okay maybe he could but he wouldn't do it. One it was just rude to hit a girl. Plus she was a girl that would get him into unwanted trouble if he hit her. "Ah breaking the rules. I don't ...well whatever. Not like it matters if you don't get caught." Truly though if this was another situation he would drag her back. Outside of school he had little power to do that and plus why get her into trouble.

Aka had offered to help him with this little Nero issue. Figuring out something to get him before he noticed Matteo was gone. Or on another worse note found him to begin with. Not that it would be really that bad but he didn't wish to be discovered here by Nero of all people. "i..I guess." His tone sounded nervous why was it when he talked about Nero to someone else that happened.

Around the other he was harsh a bit rude and didn't want to let him get too close. Though truthfully that only actually worked so well. "I must be. Though sometimes he annoys me a bit too much...I don't get why he picked me out of all people." It wasn't like he had done anything special for that other person. "He I only know a few things...but when we pass by here he just kinda stares..." While he sighed he wondered what the other was looking at. Sometimes he had peeked over the other persons shoulder.

Yet even then he didn't know what to get him. It felt him so cautious and he truly didn't like it. He felt insecure again as if he should just close himself off.[/style][STYLE=width: 436px; background-color: #a7a7a7; margin-top: 3px; font-family: Cordia New; font-size: 6px; text-transform: uppercase; text-align: center; letter-spacing: 3px; color: #ffffff]MADE BY KEROHOLIC BASED ON CRAYOLA'S TUT OF BTN![/style]

[AKA GARENA]

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Our lines of sight intersect within this closed world, HIDING MY BURNT HEART, I APPROACH YOU

The brunette looked at him part nervous and also part confident. It was a half issue to begin with, since she doesn’t know what to do at the mean time. She only gave off a sweeter smile, because she wanted to feel like she didn’t hear anything, though the latter was really troubling. Matteo figured her out but she’s still stubborn, pouting somewhat a little to that also because she was being a considerate woman, but knowing this guy who seemed to be not with the ‘bad’ guys, she sighed and then felt relieved.

Seems to be that Aka was really getting way off limits to the man. She knows that it wasn’t her place… her mind was flying again because of that sheepish thoughts. Sheepish meaning getting in trouble, whereas she is good at, yet she wishes not to be at. Before when she was a little girl dozed with lots of love and the like, she got tad annoyed and prettily hooked up to being babysit, and not to mention, those were of foreign stuff. She got embarrassed again because her mind went blank to that, now that she’s at the Otome Street and she has something to keep. What she cannot understand is why she cannot mouth out these words to Matteo who was in front of her. Is saying “I love this stuff and I am keeping it!” really that hard? For the Garena brunette, it is.

Call it childish but she was a little self-centered. She believed that her own weakness will pull her down, but the truth is, she’s not really that much of a guy… though the latter fears her (for those who know her real personality way much). She wanted to reason out something really brave and that she is of no faults and flaws, but being perfect was terrible in her case. “Uh well, it does matter. Let’s just say ‘again’ that I don’t really like guys thinking that I am too girlish and stuff, or rather tease me with these things. I’m not in to dating guys, you know.”

[/b] Her smile was fidgety again, and her explanation is part contrasting. Otome games are ‘dating games’ depending on gender, yet she reasons that she’s not on to dating guys. If ever she was to date a guy, she’s pretty sure that Yami, her older brother and her fiancé would not stop teasing her or somehow stalk her which might drive her crazy.

Again, this was too shackling and problematic. She just wanted to be concerned of herself for some matters, and also, what she wanted to do. She gave a small sigh since she was confident that the bodyguards wouldn’t bug her anymore, and now that Matteo’s here, they might think of something else. She mouthed out unconsciously while her eyes closes, leaning on the other wall. “Geez, if I say that they might think we’re dating. That’s a bit careless, you know. However, you are kinda cute.”[/b] She responded casually without extra feelings but she felt like she just said something way wrong. Too late for that now, though.

Right, back to the topic of Nero… “Because… you look like brothers. Hell, if you were a girl then he would have hit on you. No offense though.”[/b] She readied herself if ever she got kicked off again, and also look at the surroundings feeling like she said something wrong, again, and this time, she might lose a friend. She hopes that it doesn’t drive like that, or else she’d frown and stay not on focus. It would hurt her feelings thrice she gets a rejection to that. “Wow, that’s kind of hard. I guess he wants anything random.”[/b] She responded with a quick shrug, immediately changing the topic to avoid more hitting, if ever it happens.[/blockquote][/size]
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I now set up a trap to capture your captivated heart
AND THEN I CAPTURE YOU.

WORDS 640 TAG matty MUSIC n/a
NOTES adorable <3 <3
TEMPLATE gannello

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